Within weeks I’ll be done with school and stuff and I will finally leave the best and the worst experiences I have had in china for good, IF nothing bad happens. I’m writing this because I’ve been under a lot of pressure and stress and the only way I can make myself feel better is by writing everything down.
The thesis that hasn’t been done, the people around me who have been putting me through a lot of hell lately, and the thought of what I’m gonna do after graduate really stressed me out. Enough complaining, (I’m not complaining though). Let’s just hope everything will be just fine.
I have a story, it’s about a girl I have crush on since I first saw her on 2011. She’s so flawless I couldn’t even look or talk to her when she’s around. I always thought that She’s out of my league just because she looks like a Victoria secret’s angel and I’m just a man who’s not even good enough for her. Well, it’s true she’s so pretty she’s even prettier than Rihanna and Beyoncé according to me, she’s so tall and she loves sport it shows from her body, and her caramel skin always weaken me whenever I see her.
I was always thinking that she’s just gonna be my dream girl I would never have, until today we accidentally talked and I’m not gonna tell you the details but I told her everything, and the fact is we have a mutual feeling. She kept asking “why now?” But I simply answered “because I have enough regret in my life, and I don’t want to regret for not telling you how I feel about you.” Then I asked her out for a drink but she’s busy these days so I’m just gonna wait, but I’m pretty sure she’ll say yes.
So the silver lining of my story is that don’t ever bring yourself down and think that you’re not good enough for somebody. All you need is a little bit of courage to tell them how you feel.